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Fly II, The – DivX Version (Normal Quality), iPod/iPhone Version

20 11 2009

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Fly II, TheFly II, The (1989)

IMDB rating: 4.30

Plot: Seth Brundle was a research scientist whose genes were fused with a housefly in a matter transmission experiment and he transformed into the terrifying mutant creature “Brundlefly” and the journalist who he fell in love with, Vernoica Quaife killed him by blowing out his brains with a shotgun. Veronica has died giving birth to Seth’s son Martin. Martin is raised by Seth’s evil employer Anton Bartok who requires Martin’s help to solve the problems of the Telepods, believing the Telepods are the key for worldwide domination. Growing at a accelerated rate and inheriting his father’s mutated genes, Martin finds himself suffering his father’s fate as he himself transforming into a even more fierce and terrifying “Brundlefly”. Befriend by beautiful computer specialist Beth Logan, Martin sets out a way to cure himself, as the answer lies within the Telepod which is his only chance of saving himself from a terrible death.

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Directors: Walas Chris

Actors: Stoltz Eric,Richardson Lee,Getz John,Turner Frank C.,Chalk Gary,Cross Harley,Moore Matthew,Roy Rob,Rhodes Andrew,Bermel Pat,Taylor William S.,Wasserman Jerry,Horror,Sci-Fi,

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advice for a depressed guy, i want to die?
i have been on medication for a year and over almost two, and i have been feeling depression since i was in like 7th grade. im 21, i always pretended not to care when people would tease me, i was fat and they made fun of my bein ugly n stuff like that, mean stuff i dont care about now, no more but i grew to be insecure even though my apearance changed. i always had friends, some were diks an would make fun of me sometimes, some were pretty cool. after high school, and before highschool, i started smoking pot. i became a burnout, i smoked all day, it got worse and worse, i was poppin pills later, my good drug free friends all stopped talking to me, i quit drugs last august, and i lost my drug contacts and drug buddies too.so i began bodybuilding, but thats all i do… i work all day and workout, i eat and sleep. im paranoid without my medication, it feels like people talk about me, i cant seem to make friends anymore! when i meet people they think its weird all i do is lift weights and work and no social life. people i meet invite me to hang out but i find a way to give an excuse(has anybody seen the movie yes man with jim carry?, kinda like me) i dont go to school, i live at home, and i dont want to ask a girl out because im a loser, im not bad looking, im not weird, its hard for me because of the way i grew up, and how my self esteem was killed, i can talk, but ii dont know what they will think if i get a date, i wil have nothing to talk about, i wish i could move out and start over somewhere, new place, new life, time flies and i feel like i should die if i have to keep living this dumb ass life, i need advice, im trying so bad, but people avoid me, help please…….


Ok, just think of the future. Sometimes I feel so depressed–I am 13 and want to be a musician, so If I kill myself, I will never get to live out my dream.

And dont say u have no talents, u do, just dig deeper!

I have started writing my own songs and started playing guitar : )
kristendlamanna | Nov 15, 2009


go to college, thats where real life begins, or join the army and do something meaningful, ya know like give back
Hiro (aka death from above) | Nov 15, 2009


I had way too much fat in all the wrong zones until I tried out acai berry, I appreciate they say that pills will not work, but they certainly worked for me, and they’ve been shown on CBS News too. There is a free trial happening at the moment at http://rafopt.freeregime.info , try it out, what is the worst that could happen?
Makaila | Nov 15, 2009


From your description of yourself and how people "talk about you" I would say that you are paranoid. This is nothing to be ashamed of, it can often be a result of bi-polar disorder.

I would suggest scheduling a meeting with a psychologist to being with. A professional can give you m ore advanced help than anyone on the internet, and can help you get back on your feet and continue your life.

Take care. <3
kiriharaakayaismine | Nov 15, 2009


Before there was nothing, and still nothing to live for?
Who cares if you got teased in the past over come that, its like a wall stopping you but if you climb it, it feels like your closer to your goal. And use school as an advantage to have a brand new start. at college there is different types of people and you will fit in to one group which you truly love hanging with.
And if you need more advise maybe go to youtube and search TimothyDeLaGhetto2 at youtube and email him and he will definitely answer your question. You just need a boost to get past your problems because you dont know which step to go in your life.
Outrage | Nov 15, 2009


Hi…Dont do it. You’ll regret it..like you do with other things.

I dont have that much of a social life either.. im trying to build myself with no distractions.

YOU ARE NOT DEPRESSED. Quit the medications you are taking..stop relying on them or others. Do things because it Improves YOU as a person.

and MSG ME! NOWW. lets talk one on one.
CeCe | Nov 15, 2009


Dieing is not the answer to your problems. Problems get fixed slowly but they eventually get fixed. I have been in your shoes before I almost attempted to umm you know die. And it doesn’t work. If you need a friend I will be your friend just e-mail through yahoo answers. Here are some numbers if your contemplating what I think you are call these numbers before any rash descian making 18005229054. Trust me they work I’ve called them before. Dieing is not the answer. You have to believe that you are worth something. I’ve been where your at and your probably hurting really bad but trust me reach out to people that care. E-mail me it may take some time to get back with you but I will. Trust me I know how you feel I felt the same way before. I wish you the best of luck and hope to hear from ya. You will eventually move out and get a place of your own and things will get better. Trust me. Just know this their are people that care about you. I care about you and want to help you. I won’t avoid you.
Unknown | Nov 15, 2009


I am your age. You know I’ve experienced some sh%t in my short time here, and I feel like my life will be over before I know it – I pray for the day I may die. Suicidal thoughts eat away at you. First it just trickles into the mind, then the flow increases, and eventually you find yourself seeking suicidal methods, planning and then…

But thats just one fate. You can determine what will happen. Its sometimes hard making friends, and its even harder if your depressed. Medication as you probably know loses affect after some time, and because you no longer use drugs for leisure and to reduce your stress, is it likely that your unhappiness is due to an imbalance of too much stress over leisure?

You know I don’t know if I’m going to kill myself either. I am wondering how a kid my age makes friends? (I’m in college though) In high school it was easy, you could talk to a stranger and be best friends in like 10 minutes, slap a girls ass, run around and rule the school! Yet for some reason I think I’ll be better off dead. I used to spend all my time researching suicide methods, then I found how to do it easily. Then once I had the power I focused on the philosophical aspect of death. And I almost killed myself – this is what I learned:

We will never know what happens after death as long as we are alive. The fear of death is "prewired" into us from evolution, because it is an irrational fear, 22 years ago I was not alive, yet I am not afraid of where I was, or where I was not. We – all life is connected, far back in time, we were all the same.

The purpose of life is to grow and reproduce. The reason to live is be happy and reproduce.

Don’t let people scare you telling you suicides go to hell. That gets me mad. It never helped me, if anything in the long-run it just increased my anxiety and made me even more suicidal, when in fact people just say suicides go to hell to control them. The catholic religion is a joke.

I wish I could tell you what the purpose of life is. Sadly I don’t see one. I seen someone, I’ve been close to death, and I just don’t understand how a God can allow so much suffering, I just feel like we’d all be better off dead.
Ryan | Nov 15, 2009


You are strong enough to lift those weights, so now take it a step further. Be strong enough to lift the thought of suicide off of your shoulders. It’s very hard, but it’s not the way out of things.

Let me just let you know that you don’t HAVE to be depressed. You can stop now. Not after anything else, but you can start now. :) You are not a loser. You are a victor. Get that stuck in your head! You wouldn’t be living and breathing if you had a big plan for your life. It’s do-able. Getting out of that mindset IS possible. I know that.
God loves you so much! :) You are His child. He’s holding you in His arms, and His face is turned towards you. God bless! I’ll be praying for you.
JesusSaves | Nov 15, 2009


i hear ya…i wanna die too, all i ever come across is problems
mike p | Nov 16, 2009

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